Whenever I start a new blog I have these crazy ideas about how I'll make it perfect and become a real blog queen, but that never happens. Why? Because I think that I'll get to where I'm going immediately(it's a little like it is with starting to try and lose weight) I get lazy and give up. I tell myself that I won't get readers, I'm not creative enough, It is a waste of the creative energy I've got, I can't make it happen. All of this is wrong, because I know I can, and a good blog is never a waste. Okay, so my goal in life is not being a professional blogger, but it's a nice hobby. I'm going to uni on Monday and I bet I'll have lots of time to blog in between everything else. I need study breaks and I need fun.
Another problem is what will I fill this little blog with, my home on the Internet. The first things that pop into my head are; popular culture(music, movies, books and comics), fashion, life, beauty & positivity. I am not a person with a message or a way of thinking that I want to get across to the world, or am I? You see, I'd love for everyone to chill out, take the middle road and focus on the positive. I take the negative route so easily, and I suffer from anxiety that makes being positive even harder, but I decided to be happy anyway and most of the time it works. I don't cry myself to sleep every night anymore. I'm becoming better, and I want to share that with everyone.
There is plenty to tap into, I'm into gender-issues, size-issues(I'm fat), welfare-issues, class-issues & the big scary environment-issues. So I don't have to be all brain dead either. It's just so difficult deciding on what I should choose to write about and what I should leave behind. I could have themed days, with alliterations in the titles. "Tired Thursday" "Fashion Friday" & then stick to the rules. I don't know.
Need more time.
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